Category: Introspection

  • Minor Escape

    I’m getting away for a couple days. Changing the scenery. New faces and new spaces. Trading energy. It might be a little more day to day human interaction than I’m used to, but it’s shaking up the monotony. I appreciate having friends that will let me and Annie campout.

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  • Light Day

    I’m launching tonight and going to sleep. No alarm in the morning. The plan is to get out of town for a day or two. I’m fortunate I can take these opportunities. I didn’t get to sending applications to coding schools today. I’ve planned for Sunday night. The choices are down to 4 with 3…

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  • SayMore.media v2.0 goes live today. Do or die. I began migrating settings and assets last night. It’s not as painful as I’ll make it sound. I can be significantly meticulous at times. I’m geeked about it. Yes, to have it finished but also to untie my hands so I can launch Podcasting Blogger. As of…

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  • I appreciated holidays when I had a full-time, government job. But now I appreciate when everyone else is at work, so I can get things done. I’m completely aware that this post makes me sound like a terrible person. Understood. Loud and clear. You will not get an argument from me. I am a selfish…

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  • At some point in becoming that professional something you want to be, you start believing that you are it. A wise person once said there is a difference in believing in the path and walking the path. Honestly, I think that’s from a cartoon – like Kung Fu Panda. I don’t know if you ever…

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  • I can’t work until I’m dead. I can’t die without creating something that improves someone else’s life. Can’t do it. I won’t line up for, complete a resume for, completely a survey for a job where I would be another cog in someone else’s machine. It’s not a matter of my having a mountain of…

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  • I don’t remember what I dreamt last night, but I woke up with a kind of dark thought. Dark but somewhat satisfying. Part of me wants to be Mr Global Warning Awareness. But the darker part of me – no pun intended – thinks “Keep f**king up the ozone. Guess which race of people can…

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  • Nice Clothes

    I missed wearing nice clothes. I’m sure my weight has been a factor. I’m not crazy about buying new clothes to fit a frame that won’t be around much longer. That’s not denial talking. I’ve have enough of the excess, so I’m making it go away. But yeah nice clothes feel good every now and…

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  • Surreal It’s crazy seeing family again after so long. It’s nuts seeing these streets again. I’m full. I want to see everyone, but I also want to see the old places. I made a mental list: SANDS Everywhere Elementary School Main St Garden St Hopewell Baptist Church Keney Park

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  • I got to talk about Candid Dad today with my dad – specifically about the intent, message, and people it will help. I got to layout the reasons it’s going to be a huge factor in how children view parenting. We talked about the what and that the how will take care of itself. I…

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  • Someone jacked my quarters from inside the CRV. Photo: How I found the car. Pretty damn bold of them. My car is about 12 paces from my bedroom window on the first floor. They left the Oakley’s tho – literally pulled them out of the ceiling compartment and left them on the driver’s seat. Which…

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  • A creative career path after the military is hard. I press forward with my ideas for two reasons: future me full of questions and the two children watching my life.

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