Category: Introspection

  • This morning, I thought to myself that I don’t want to live a long time. I just want the time to count. I want the time — however much I get — to be important, significant. “I want the things I do to survive me” I’ve said it before. It means that I want my…

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  • I don’t want my hometown of New Castle, Alabama to have a “BG” — a Before Gentrification — period. I don’t know how to save it from the inevitable. I’d buy every abandoned lot today if I could. I don’t know how to get my old neighbors and friends to get on board with coming…

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  • As You Were

    I’m off the grid. I gotta do this more often. By off the grid, I mean that my present whereabouts will not be made public. As you were.

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  • “Indulgent” is how I would semi-seriously answer when asked how has retirement been. While my military retirement remains indulgent, I have a more accurate adverb to describe it. Liberating. Exiting the military has been liberating. I still operate with a certain moral code and some level of accountability. But I set the bar for that…

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  • My son’s 6th birthday is today. I wasn’t there. I don’t want to talk about this situation until it’s resolved in family court. In fact, I don’t want to talk about it whenever a friend or family member kindly asks me the children. Sometimes it’s small talk and sometimes it’s genuine. But for me, it…

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  • Week 4 of Sabio PreWork Round 2 has arrived. And just in time, because I’m losing interest in coding school. Not the learning part. I still want to learn more and build my ideas. This where the conflict is right now. In class, I will flip between files to work on the project one of…

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  • I’m becoming pro Web Developer. I sent my first official quote today.

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  • I need a grill so I can cook bacon with it. The oven broil is continuing to let me down.

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  • Today, I figured out why Facebook made your news feed show posts in a random order. By “figured out”, I mean “postulate”. They want you to spend as much time as possible on the platform. Showing posts your likely to engage — no matter the age — plays to a person’s need to not miss…

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  • Coding Hours

    Today, I coded until I didn’t want to look at my laptop anymore. I’m gonna call it a victory. 9 hours today.

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  • My parent’s house has a closet inside the bathroom. Today, I thought about why home bathrooms don’t have closets anymore. It’s a genius idea. You can have your bath towels and stockpiles of hygiene items without them getting steamed up. Also, you don’t have to go outside if the bathroom if you need them. It’s…

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