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I need recognition.
That’s who I am.
Fictional Me via Psychotherapy
I asked for clarity on the suggested treatment plan that includes therapy and things to steer me to healthier coping habits and more empathetic in interpersonal relationships.
Just reading it was fkn exhausted. I’m 40 years (actual 39)! At what point do I say Phuket and be done with correcting behavior/habits/thoughts that are natural to me?
Why bother?
If I could be as open as possible, my approval to treatment wouldn’t be because I feel I should be a better me for myself. I would go through with it because I’d tell myself to be better for someone else — most likely my kids.
I wouldn’t change me from a genuine feeling of necessity. It would be more posturing, expecting me to aim for becoming a fictional version of myself.